im sorry i wont be posting soon, that was a very important post for a very very important person. i wouldnt have known about the post if i hadnt been talking to him before it was posted. i havent been looking at my dash at all so in sorry if something happened to any of you. i hope all of you are safe and happy. ill be back as soon as possible.
i’m trying to build myself a directory of people because recently during my panic attacks or depressive moments i find myself with a limited pool of people to talk to (read: one person) and i just want to know that if i start to get to a certain point where i can’t handle it, i can always have…
i hope you know just how special you are. youre the most special special person ever. youre the best friend anyone could ever ask for. ill always be here for you, okay? i hope you already knew that.
I’m not being specific about what happened so someone could take it and think it means one thing when it doesn’t and I don’t want to trigger
anyone!! does that make sense I hope I’m wording things right because it’s really late and I can’t think straight and I don’t know how much sense I’m making.
okay I made a really long and dramatic post but I decided to spare you all. something really bad happened and it means I won’t be posting and talking to people like I said I was. there was a reason I left, and things regarding the reason I left started to get better. I thought that I could come back. something that happened on sunday has set me way back, and I can’t see myself being okay with talking to people just yet.
I’m sorry. I’m really horribly sorry but I couldn’t stop what happened. I was scared of it happening and it did. I think I’m going to need a few weeks at the very least. I hope you all can forgive me. I’m back into a really bad place right now, and I need to get better as fast as I can, so I can come back and things can be more like the way they were before I left!! hopefully I won’t be quite as depressed, but I’m only human.
I really hope you all are okay. I didn’t get anything in my inbox about any important posts, so I’m assuming that either everyone hates me or that things have been pretty mellow. I’m hoping that things have just been okay.
I’m sorry. I didn’t know that what happened would happen.
I hope to see all of you soon!!
hi the two of you!! owo its really good to see the two of you! ill be more active tomorrow, i promise. its like 11:30 so i mean, yeah. im really glad to hear from the two of you though!!
hi i just sort of half woke up and i want to go back to sleep but wanted to say hi and sort of im alive but im not going to be on tonight because im really tired and sick but i just tried to go through my dash really quickly before i realized that wasnt exactly going to work but stupid fucking mobile tumblr likes things if i click on them so if by accident i liked something of yours just now without me saying anything to anyone for like three months, sorry. its been way too long and i have no idea whats been happening with people, so send me something about important posts and ill look at them tomorrow!!
also the reason my typing has changed and ive probably made like a million typos is because my laptop wont let me log into tumblr anymore, and honestly autocorrect is a waste of fucking space and i dont have the time or patience to type the way i usually do on this tiny little piss poor keyboard.
so ill see you guys tomorrow probably. but i cant really guarantee ill be posting too much. i hate this dumb app and i cant post art anymore which is really upsetting. i probably wont get on very much either. i can give out my skype though if youd like. skype wasnt sending my messages for the longest time, and i just thought people were ignoring me, so im sorry if i havent talked to you their either!!
so yeah im alive but im not exactly sparkles and rainbows right now. im gonna go continue my nap now. ill talk to you losers later. i hope everyone is doing well and i cant wait to catch up with you all!! uwu but not right now. because im dying.
when I’m upset I can’t draw anything but the wolf girl and even then it’s horrible and I can’t get anything out but scribbles
like literally this is just my diary I haven’t been trying to talk to anyone lately I’m sorry things right now are honestly the hardest I think they’ve ever been
if there are any important posts please link me???